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- the one who knows of my pain... -

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NOTE: Before any negative reactions whatsoever, please read the artist's comments. In addition, this artwork does not intend to change the view of a person, it is his/her own right after all to strongly believe what he/she believes in and the Artist respects that. Thank you!! :D

i really can't determine the reason why i've drawn this artwork... maybe because i was influenced since it is the Lenten Season or it is because this is an image that is hidden within my heart... this certain scene always pops out of my mind every now and then, especially at times when i am down, sad, lonely, or in crisis... but i'm glad i have some time to get it out of me, now i can see it clearly with ease~ :happycry:

the verse written in this artwork... yeah~!! maybe it is passe but it sticks with me during those trials i have faced and still be facing in the future... and every time i read it, it calms me down and i remember once more to place my faith in Jesus, who is my Savior and Lord.. Jesus Christ saved me in a lot of ways, especially with my studies... almost all of you know that i am a busy student, right? and college was very difficult and risky more so because i am an Engineering student... in times that i already lose faith in myself, like the feeling that i will fail a subject, and wanted to quit, He rescues me in the end and He gave me something more that what i expected ;A; it happened many times already and in so many ways, not only with school-related matters... no matter how many times i rejected having faith in Him in my mind, He always sees to it that i would regain it by turning the tables in my favor not because He wanted me to have a debt to him but because He loves me more than other people could...

when i remember those times that i rejected Him and see the results of His guidance, i cry... like in this artwork... and with that, i commemorate the greatest sacrifice He made to save us... yeah! i guess, no... i really do have a great debt to Him, even you... He gave up His Life for us in order to save us from sin, a price that we cannot pay even if we work our asses off... i always think of this: "Why does someone powerful, like Him, save someone worthless, like me?" and i always find this answer from within: "Because He loves me. No matter the amount of sin that i have, He will always forgive me and show me the right way... No matter how many times i rejected and failed Him, He will still accept me and disregard my past... He understands me more than anyone and He wanted me to experience the Life He has prepared for me... and with that i am truly grateful." ( i'm crying when typing this, and there are also times when i cried while doing this artwork ;A; )

i love Jesus Christ despite not being a good Christian and i acknowledge Him as my Savior and Lord, as what i have said earlier... in Him, i found my reason to exist... to live the life He gave me, the life He protected with His own... miracles are born when you believe in them, be it trivial or complicated... it's just a matter of faith and trust... and with Him i see those things happen... He answers to all my doubts and fears at the right moment... and truly, i was blessed because i know that there is someone that unconditionally loves me... and even you :)

the reference i used to draw Jesus Christ came from a book entitled Manga Messiah, and He was called Yeshuah there ;)


HAVE A BLESSED HOLY WEEK, EVERYONE!! :pray:



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Jesus Christ (c) God ♥
Yeshuah [Manga Messiah] (c) NEXT manga
Rock Texture (c) ~Akinuri and ~RisinLight
My persona and Art (c) =lilanie-kun


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exarkun00's avatar

thank u friend for the message